8/10/06-2

Sometimes, at work or at home
I'll think of you
and I have to stop,
shut my eyes and
regain my composure
fight back the tears,
try to push back
the lump in my throat
If I don't,
all these feelings
would overwhelm me.
I just want to drop to my knees
at your feet
and tell you I love you
But since I can't right then
I just close my eyes
and think of you

I'm kind of in a down way emotionally today. I think this shows a little of it. I know we can't be "up" all the time, and I don't have too many of these days. For whatever reason today, I'm just hurting, and I don't know why.